I'm not doing well lately. I've been on a emotional rollercoaster for the last week or so. My professional life and personal life has crash something awful. I'm trying to maintain, but I'm on the verge of going off pretty soon on some unexpecting victim. I have a problem with letting issues with others build until it is too late to repair. In the past, my problem is letting issues linger and not facing issues once they arrive. However, the situation at hand is getting to the point where I'm about to curse somebody out and I know this is how they want me to react. I'm trying to take the high road and turn my back on thier negative energy because I rather have karma deal with the Evil-doers.
My mind and my spirit is wrapped with negative energy. I asked God last night to help me. I felt really guilty with my request because I don't go to him often and I don't like talking to him about me. Usually, I ask to help others in my life, but this time I really need his help. I don't consider myself a religious person, but I need some type of spirital guidance because my energy is low and negative.
I thought writing about my current mindset will help alleviate the negativity. At least, I'm admitting it, which is a huge step for me. I guess I just have to give my self to time to deal with life's current hiccups.
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